May 2013
6 posts
i’m still so fucking baked
finished using my dildo and basically orgasming over how much i just want to get fucked so hard by him again
oh god
and now i’m going to eat pizza
btw happy birthday dad
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doesn't it sound like the sea?
how can there be any meaning
when the memories we keep closest to our hearts
are as ephemeral as dry lips in the snow
remember when the electricity had gone out in the forest?
the shadow of the atmosphere kissed me then
and i knew it was really you
but it felt like so much more
i want to fall away from your arms
into a nest of fast cars
and you would see the laughter in my...
April 2013
40 posts
i experienced a tsunami of flesh and found the heart of passion within people who were listening to the same music as I was. we were all on different levels of the consciousness, but our bodies would rub and bruises each others. and then she came before my eyes: alice glass. she was god at that moment. everything depended on her. i may have even felt that the reality of my existence depended on...
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it was perfect (conversations between a cloud and...
“we could conjoin ourselves
and become siamese twins
who are actually siamese
and we would call ourselves an entity”
“no i’m literally a pseudo-crackhead who has a nicotine/caffeine addiction
i always look at you
and i think you’re like a veil between what reality is and what your reality is
wow that didn’t make sense
but yeah when i look...
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Dehli (From the Heart)
hindi trance rises to the silhouette
of palm trees like a
cobra awakening to the song of man
dogs turn into the wind’s low howl
chasing after cigarette remains
thrown from the hidden balcony by
your chemically stained fingers
and all i wanted to do
was to listen to your stories and
how cement has taken away
the heart
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Indestructible: Pretty much this. BPD and... →
queer-punk:
Regardless of how a person with Borderline Personality Disorder alters and tailor her appearance and actions to please others, she often presents with a clear and characteristic personality pattern over time. This pattern usually evolves through three stages: The Vulnerable Seducer, The Clinger, and The Hater. This evolution may take months, and sometimes even years to cycle through....
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end of soulmate
for the first time
i thought about how maybe you are not the one
and it scared me because
everything became real
the stars are planets and pieces of cosmic trash
the light shadow of the fog does not harbor lost spirits
the after-life is nothing
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A Whisper (rough draft 4evr)
The door of the train was open and the heavy air swept my hair behind me. You held me gently as I leaned out, trying to taste the dim stars. Empty train stations were illuminated by sleeping women and soldiers lighting their marlboro lights. My eyes closed and the hum of the train tracks took over me as your mouth kissed my neck. Half-way leaning out the train, I was preparing for an accidental...
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100 rupee wish
throw your fuchsia petals onto silk
and tie your string on marble carved windows
whisper 3 wishes
the last of your lifetime
even though you know that
a finger up your cunt
will have more optimism than
a piece of red dyed wool
the only thing you’ll get
is a hand grabbing your ass
and a blessing from a man
with a plastic peacock feather
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58kg & 10 years under you
“Tell me, where did you get such beautiful eyes?
Your nose is nice and small
Your skin is soft (unearthly)
Your lips are outlined like love’s bow
Your chin is so perfectly placed
Stay with me tonight”
Do you know how old I am?
“sixteen”
seventeen
“I thought you were beautiful the first time I saw you vomit”
You were an asshole
...
March 2013
52 posts